Wednesday 29th January
Park visit and lecture
Today was a very interesting start to part three, being able to look around the park that I would be exhibiting my work in April is something I really look forward to. We were given a lecture at Lauderdale House about the history of the buildings and the history of the park. We then were given a tour around the park and it was great to see where we are going to be exhibiting our work in a couple months which was so exciting and already allowed me to imagine what i could make and where it could go.
I have to say, the lecture given was something that helped initiate an idea. I felt like the whole lecture was based a lot on the leaders of the park. The owners and those who lived in the park and the wives of the men who lived in those house, the dead dogs that become ghost dogs and even the moustaches and wigs the men owned. I just felt that the information was mainly about those who are seen as important and it was clear that they had a lot of respect for the owner and other residents of the park. But one thing that stuck with me during the lecture was the lack of research for the gardeners and the maids. I felt like if anything they must have had an impact on the park and the maintenance of the park and the houses wouldn't have been kept how they are ow if it weren't for them. For me I have to treat the boss the same way I treat the cleaners so I just felt like the research that were given into things like ghost dogs, moustaches and wigs weren't given to the maids, builders and gardeners. I remember telling myself as soon as I get home I'm going to try and find the actual image of the maids and the gardeners and try research more about them. I think that I would like to make something that would be dedicated to them. Lord Lauderdale has his own statue so I may want to make a statue memorial piece for the maids and gardeners. I looked on two websites and I honestly couldn't find any information on their websites that were about the maids nor the gardeners.
https://www.lauderdalehouse.org.uk/
https://www.british-history.ac.uk/survey-london/vol17/pt1/pp7-18
The information below is a little bit about the park and the house but you can clearly see that the information is a lot about the owners and other residents but not about the maids, gardeners and builders that helped contain and make what Lauderdale Park and House is today.
Waterlow Park is formed from the grounds attached to three houses, Lauderdale House, Fairseat, and Hertford House, the last mentioned being taken down by the London County Council after Waterlow Park was presented to them in 1889. The donor, Sir Sidney Hedley Waterlow, was Lord Mayor of London in 1872–3, and died on 3rd August, 1906.
That a house of some size occupied this site in the latter years of the 16th century is certain, and the names connected with it will be found in the historical notes that follow. Although very much altered it is easy to recognise a large part of the fabric of the original building, but it is impossible to determine its first plan. The entrance is now in a range facing Highgate Hill and looking north-east, and the basement walls here are built of two-inch bricks in English bond, and are undisturbed. At right angles is a long range facing south-east, looking over the gardens. It is of two storeys, the upper projecting beyond the lower, and the oak timbers of the roof are in good preservation. It is probable that this was the "long gallery" of the Elizabethan house, and in its lower external wall is still to be seen a good oak doorway of the period with stop-moulded frame and square head. This doorway now frames a modern inscription recording the gift of the house to the London County Council. It is not certain that the doorway is in its original position. A later wing facing south-west, with the upper story carried on columns, balances that to the north-east, and gives the house the appearance of having been a half H plan, but a basement (not now built over) on the north-west side may indicate that the house was originally quadrangular or open on the south-west, instead of, as now, the north-west side. The long ground-floor room looking to the south-east is now panelled, partly with panels found in situ, and partly with similar wainscot found in other parts of the house. It is all of late 16th-century type: small panels, moulded styles with butt joints, and chambered and moulded rails. In the internal wall is a four-centred arched doorway, within a square moulded frame of Elizabethan date, the spandrels on one side being carved with a simple strap-work design.
The house must have been largely altered by John Maitland, 2nd Earl and 1st Duke of Lauderdale, in the time of Charles II. The fine stair in the angle between the north-east and south-east ranges is of this date, and may have taken the place of an Elizabethan stair in the same position. It is of sturdy dimensions with panelled strings. The moulded handrail mitres over the newels excepting the two upper ones which have slightly shaped caps. The balusters are of twisted pattern. Several of the original doors remain on the stair and the one by which the hall is entered has an arched frame with semicircular head. This appears to have been adapted either at this or a slightly later period from a replica of another doorway in the hall, which has radiating panels in the upper half dating from the first half of the 17th century.
The staircase is lit by an elaborate and beautifully designed lantern light, octagonal in plan, its vertical sides being formed of eight panels with enriched bolection mouldings of bold proportions. The junction with the ceiling is marked by a plaster cove, enclosed in mouldings and filled with excellently modelled fruit and flower in high relief. The cornice has a carved egg-and-tongue enrichment without an upper fillet. The light itself is a simple but effective octagonal cone on a low drum of 18th-century ironwork.
It is probable that the original hall of the house was either in the destroyed north-west range or in the position of the present entrance hall, since the overhang of the south-east range precludes the possibility of its being placed there. The entrance hall is panelled with large panels of 17th- or 18th-century type, some being fielded. At the north-west end is an elaborate recess, finely carried out in carved and panelled oak. The external frame is formed by two fluted pilasters with Corinthian capitals supporting an turntable, the cornice of which is mainly composed of a large cavetto covered with carved ornament. The architecture is also enriched, and each member breaks round the projecting blocks above the pilasters, and a key block, in the centre, with carved soffit. The interior of the recess is occupied at dado height by a shaped and moulded shelf of Sicilian marble, and in the floor below is evidence of a drain. The recess is lined with marble below the shelf, and above by panelling between a centre pilaster, twin angle pilasters, and two more, one at each edge of the reveals. The ceiling of the recess is higher than that of the room, and an turntable, similar to that of the outer frame, and equally enriched, is carried round at the higher level. One of the capitals has been made up from a small carved drum. The whole recess is beautifully finished and was probably designed as an elaborate sideboard, when the room was used as a dining-hall. It is possible that the panels at the back were at one time made to open, in which case it would have been used as a serving hatch to the kitchen to the north. In the late 18th century the house underwent further changes. The two columns of Greek Ionic type, now in the entrance hall, are balanced by a pair of similar columns at the junction of the south-east and south-west wings, and it would seem that the whole garden range on the ground floor was converted into a long apartment, with pairs of columns at either end of the internal wall. The upper storey was at the same time prolonged over a colonnaded loggia on the south-west, the windows were replaced by sashes of the period, and the roofs were furnished with pediments. The details of the doors, windows and shutters inserted at this time are characteristic of the very end of the 18th and the beginning of the 19th century. To this period no doubt can be ascribed the classical scene of Briseis being led away from Achilles, executed in plaster, which fills the space over the fireplace in the entrance hall.
The entrance has a porch supported by two columns of the Doric order with full turntable, and the gates on Highgate Hill are of wrought iron hung to brick piers. In the garden to the south-west of the house is a brick wall, having a recess with four-centred arched head; and to the south-east are some 18th-century wrought-iron gates hung to brick and stone piers with well-carved stone vases as finials.
The building was taken over by the London County Council in 1889, and put into good repair. A low modern range that closed the north-west side was taken down, and with it an unimportant veranda, which had been inserted to prolong the loggia on the south-west. Careful plans were made at the time, and alterations to the interior and its paneling and fittings are fully recorded. The entrance hall is now a shelter for the public using Waterlow Park. The long ground-floor space on the south-east is used as a refreshment room and the upper floors give residential accommodation for the Council's staff.
Monday 24th February
PPP Process
I had a clear thought of what I wanted to express in my PPP but making the theme narrow was something I found mainly challenging. I tend to prefer broad topics so that I'm not limited to what I can make however having discussions with my tutors made me realise that I already want to focus on one specif theme when it comes to race and to just use that as part of the heading for my PPP. I am interested in the concepts of identity and culture, but I want to specifically focus on conflicts of black culture such as racism. I aim to use historical and current economical, racial and social struggles people have gone through and continue to and create a piece that will be dedicated for those who have dealt with discrimination. I aim to investigate whether it can provoke a more intense experience by evoking a more engaged response through emotion or experience. To develop these aims I intend to use both primary and secondary research, for example reading books, articles and essays on race as well as art disciplines, such as black cinema. I want to create a project that represents power, beauty and alienation of the black society. My research will help me gain a better understanding of racism in today’s society along with racism in the past. Living in London has given me ample opportunity to visit galleries, art fairs and exhibitions such as Tate Modern viewing better known artists such as Kara Walker and Hank Willis Thomas. Seeing contemporary work in the flesh that are about subjects like slavery and race are an efficient way to embrace black history and the art world.
Finding the right heading was a challenge but I was really happy that I went through the process i did because it made me understand that the findings of a theme happens through a process. You can't just come up with the theme straight a way you have to be broad at first to then narrow it down.
My journey with my headings:
- Identity
- Inequality of Identity
- Conflicts or racial, economical, cultural identity
- Black power, beauty and alienation
- injustice of the black society
- Conflicts of racial identity
- Conflicts of black identity
- Racism
- Systems of racial discrimination/ classification in the western world
- Conflicts of black cultural identity
Thursday 27th February
Exhibition visit - Homeland Under My Nails – Mohammad Omar Khalil (The Mosaic Rooms)
I visited an exhibition at the The Mosaic Rooms called Homeland Under My Nails – Mohammad Omar Khalil. It was great to go to an exhibition to a man who once lived in my country and knows a lot about the north African culture. His work was so large scale and so beautiful I was so happy that i got the opportunity to go see it. I felt like going was a reminder of back home (Morocco) and gave me a greater understanding of African Art and made me realise that I need to find and do more research on where I can see a lot more Black or African art ion real life. I do want to visit the British Museum and the Victoria and Albert museum as I know that they do have sections dedicated to black culture.
What I learnt during my visit:
Mohammad Omar Khalilis a painter, master print maker and mentor. Practising since the 1960s, he is one of the most significant artists of his generation from Sudan and the Arab world. Homeland Under My Nails, curated by Abed Al Kadiri, presents prints by Khalil from throughout his career. It is the first major UK solo exhibition of his work.
The exhibition opens with a series of self-portraits and early works. Khalil, now 83, has long experimented with self-portraits as a means of self-transformation. One of his earliest self-portraits from 1968, at only 2cm by 2cm, challenges the form and medium. Much of the artist’s early work was destroyed in the flood that hit Sudan’s capital in 1988. The few works that survived are displayed here alongside early experimentation's from the artist’s time studying at the Academy of Florence, showing the evolution of his style.
The exhibition then looks at the international sensibility of the artist, who trained in Sudan and Italy, and has lived and worked between New York (USA) and Asilah (Morocco) since the 1970s. Moving to New York he quickly began incorporating pop culture into his work stamps, music and film. The Harlem Portfolio brings together the life and spirit of the New York neighbourhood in a large scale series of prints 5 metres in length. In 1978, Khalil took part in the first Asilah Festival and continued to return as the festival’s head of studios for three decades. Works including Asilah Connection (1992) show him exploring the materiality of light in the coastal town.
A search for light and the use of black is the driving force in Khalil’s work. He says: “In blackness, I see degrees and shades of rich, complicated colour, more intense than in other colours, roaring and loud.”
Mohammad Omar Khalil’s work is significant to the Arab modernist movement and to the history of International Modernism. His work moves across continents, seeking connections, drawing together influences from North Africa, most significantly for the artist from Sudan, and Morocco, (where he returned annually over three decades for the annual Asilah Festival) and from the European canon.
Sudan continues to be a point of orientation for Khalil who says: “My homeland exists in my nails, it expresses itself whenever I create an artwork.” This exhibition is a long overdue celebration of his life’s work.
What I learnt about the artist: Born in 1936 in a village near Khartoum, Mohammad Omar Khalil studied at the School of Fine and Applied Arts in the Sudanese capital, alongside members of what is now termed the Khartoum School. Graduating in 1959 he was appointed Head of Painting at the school before moving to Florence in 1963 to study frescoes and mosaics at the Academy of Fine Arts, Florence and later, Ravenna. From Italy Omar Khalil moved to New York where he was to stay, and still works today. Recent solo exhibitions: You Don’t have to Be, Aicon Gallery, New York (2019), Mohammad Omar Khalil, 50 Years of Printmaking, Contemporary Art Platform Kuwait (2014). Group exhibitions: Art Sudan, Meem Gallery, Dubai (2011).
Khalil is one of the Arab world’s most important contemporary painters, having influenced two generations of regional artists. His work, spanning over forty years, across painting and print-making, is in a privileged position between the canon of modern Arab art and the artist’s ground-breaking practice, searching for a dialogue between dissimilar cultures. Profoundly influenced by his travels throughout the Middle East – in particular Morocco and Sudan – and the art history of Europe that he became immersed in during his studies in Italy, Khalil has brought to life a pioneering form of art, in which elements and patterns from tradition merge with pop art and fine prints.
Wednesday 4th March
Talk with Fritha
Today I have finally finished both my PPP and Park Proposal/ Risk Assessment. I feel like now I can start the process of making and creating the park outcome. I write a list of instructions for me to follow so that I don't waste time and stress when creating the piece. I honestly have been waiting so long to get making and my shovel that I have ordered has come so I will start this journey tomorrow. I spoke with Fritha when giving my park proposal and we spoke about scaling the piece up so that it links to the size of the statue of Sir Sydney Waterlow. I thought it was a great idea to create something that will distract from the statue itself which I aim to do by using colours like white so that it stands out. However after speaking to the metal technicians they said that they don't have the resources to make a large scale shovel and mop and that the proportions would end up being off and very expensive I was to make it. So i started to think about having them on a platform but I came to realise the piece will be more effective if they were placed on the floor. I then spoke to Fritha about how hard it is to find research on both the maids and the gardeners at the Lauderdale House. After I found a letter written from a maid and she mentioned that Lord Lauderdale treated the maids like slaves. I thought this information could be the link between my ideas and the theme of black culture.
Thursday 5th March
Real Impact & Performance seminars
Today I had taken part in two seminars as well as starting my project for park. We spoke about Human Impact and Earth and concepts of the Anthropocene. Yet through the themes we explored today, interrogating the Anthropocene age, it could be argued human behaviour and dominance has made this impossible. Anthropocene is relating to or denoting the current geological age, viewed as the period during which human activity has been the dominant influence on climate and the environment. For example "we've become a major force of nature in this new Anthropocene epoch". And as a noun it is the current geological age, viewed as the period during which human activity has been the dominant influence on climate and the environment. Such as "some geologists argue that the Anthropocene began with the Industrial Revolution".
The performance session was really fun and something completely new and different. I have never taken part in performance work before as I believe I am a very shy person. I especially hate public speaking. Being a part of a performance, especially in public, is something I find so terrifying and i don't think I could ever see myself being a part of one. It also made me realise how I’m not confident in front of a crowd, however Fritha made it clear that we didn’t have to do anything we didn’t want to which didn’t make me feel like I had to take part. At the start we all introduced ourselves and gave a reason as to why we attended the session, I honestly attended because I thought it would be a new experience for me and be something I could learn more about as it is a form of art. I learnt that you don’t have to be a part of the performance to be actually a part of the performance. Being part of those who are the audience actually take an important part in what a performance becomes and how the way the audience react to the piece could alters the outcome. A lot of people in the group did find it easy to interact with both the “shoe performance” and “dance performance” but I just couldn’t but I learnt that it’s not a problem that I didn't. I also realised that during the shoe performance I kept thinking about what to say and how to say it and it made me question why I felt I had to think about what to say when others didn't have to.
Thursday 5th March
Friday 20th March
Hands
Today I contacted some family and friends as well as my neighbour to send me pictures of their hands. I asked them to have a black background of some sort and to do different hand gestures that show some sort of emotion. I was so grateful that I have people that are willing to still help me through this time. My aim with the hands is to use as part of my sculpture idea. I believe that our hands play a large part in our identity and who we are. And I found a common theme within my research and that was hands. When it was work that showed themes of police brutality or slavery it was the hand actions that stood out to me. Although my project description is based on one race I have found I have also looked into other races but I don't find that as being a problem especially because of the limitations of being on lock down. I believe everyone has a story and I just focus on making it relate to a wider audience. But I still want to look at the conflicts the black community go through or have gone through by using hands to express those events. I aim to go further and look at faces that have been taped up to show the silencing of black struggles and also use paint to make sure that I am continuing making and doing throughout this time. I have looked at artist that Fritha had sent to me that I looked at briefly but the use food as a material. I think that would be really interesting to use food as I have used food in previous works but again I don't think in a time like this I should be using food for art but I will see.
Tuesday 24th March
Feedback from Fritha
Feedback and actions on Studio Practice (sketchbook pages and outcomes): Despite being really disappointed by not being able to do your Park sculptures you’ve been adapting and thinking through new ideas in a really positive way. You’re being really open in the way in which you’re approaching ideas – thinking about what you have to hand, and consequently potentially exploring how you might use your body, and particularly hands, in your work. Your ideas to create numerous outcomes which say similar things in different ways and accumulatively become even more powerful also feeds back into what you were thinking about visibility and recognition with your Park proposal. The reflection in your sketchbook is excellent – keep up this level of thinking (and writing down) you thoughts as you progress with your work. I agree as well that the hand images are really powerful. Now begin making and doing as much as possible. In your sketchbook annotate the images in it so you evidence what the image is of and how this is informing what you’re doing and add more of the written reflections.
Feedback and actions on Contextual Practice on Workflow: You’ve done incredibly well to adapt following on from not being able to do your Park work – the work you’d proposed was developing into a really exciting and important piece, I was also disappointed that you weren’t able to do it. You note in your reflection that it’s hard not having galleries open, some galleries are doing online exhibitions so it’s worth checking them out. For example I found this yesterday which is a recent performance at Tate Modern which was done after it closed because of the virus https://www.tate.org.uk/whats-on/tate-modern/exhibition/bmw-tate-live-exhibition-2020. It’s not directly linked to what you’re doing but I think it might be interesting in terms of the body as archive. You write about planning on doing a different task each day, how is this going? You also reflect on the challenges of making work in isolation on a daily basis. You mention about how it’s difficult to work when you associate your house as a place of relaxation rather than productivity. Is there a way in which you could maybe have a table or place that is designated at certain times each day to work at? One of the challenges of being an artist is to stay motivated despite things going on around us - it can be very useful to establish a routine whereby you always try to start work at the same time of day (even if it’s only for a short time). If it’s helpful I can check your workflow again on Thursday and see where you’re up to?
Feedback and actions on Research on Workflow: You’ve got a great range of research that you’re looking at, it’s really interesting – keep going with this. What did you think about the Galerie Fons Welters Renzo Martens project? I saw his film and was at a talk he gave a few years ago. Martens is and interesting artist – provocative and problematic, he’s been heavily criticised by some people for what he’s doing - https://www.nytimes.com/2017/02/02/arts/chocolate-sculpture-with-a-bitter-taste-of-colonialism.html Do you have any thoughts about this? Unfortunately it’s closed currently but for future reference when things get back to opening again you might be interested in The Stuart Hall Library, it’s really good, free membership https://iniva.org/library/ and has interesting events on at it.
Further actions to be completed over Easter:
- Keep up the good work and start making and doing with the resources you have available.
- Upload your sketchbook as you work in it
- Upload examples of outcomes as and when they are completed to your 'Outcomes' folder
- Upload research sources.
- Keep updating your schedule as you go
I was really grateful and happy with the feedback that was given back to me by Fritha. I agree that although I have to change my part three completely I have had time to think of it as a positive thing and remind myself that I should just continue with my ideas and make it specific to the theme and not the park. I started to ask friends and families to send over pictures of their hands as a starting point and I think it would be good to work from those. I may also want to take pictures of family and friends faces with tape across their mouths as another starting point.
30th March - 2nd April
Weekly Review
For this week I have decided to get away from taking photos and instead start to create sketches and outcomes from the images I have taken. I tend to always use photography as a base to start projects which I then use to start the journey of the creative process of making.It has taken me a lot longer to reach but I don't want to waste time doing nothing so it has been fun making and doing. I spent time this week finding materials that I could use and I found really useful material like paint, fabric, powdered ink. I think I have an idea for my final piece but I still want to use this time to experiment and see what else I could possibly make as a final piece.
Using the images, I had taken and received from friends and family, I used them to push the work even further. During this pandemic I have become more experimental with ideas and materials as I am not able to be as adventurous as I was before the pandemic. I decided to use a material that I had a lot of in order to create a larger body of work and that was candles. I used melted candle wax and a brush to create exaggerated outlines of a pair of hands on fabric material. The piece reminded me of batik work and I found the process of making the piece really enjoyable. I then had to think about ways of linking it back to the themes of conflict towards black cultural identities and found images I had taken of a friend who is black. I decided to use images where he expressed emotions of sadness and anger and created one 5-minute drawings and a quick painting of his face. I loved the contrast of using white paint on black card and then using a black crayon on white card. I then decided to use the wax again and powdered ink/dye to create more experimental pieces. I found that I enjoyed using photography for this project only because I thought that it is accessible and easy but doing these drawings and wax drawings really made me come out of the comfort zone of relying on photography. After creating these outcomes, I asked my mum if I could take pictures of her with her mouth taped. In order to create more outcomes.
13th April - 16th April
Weekly Review
How can you adapt your working process to continue exploring the potential of your ideas and concerns without focusing on a physical output?
I realised that I must stay focus and enthusiastic even though it is quite hard to do during a time like this. The work process i believe is more important than the physical outcome as you would need to build experimental work and do research on your concept before making the piece as it wouldn't mean anything if you skipped all the work process. I have adapted by thinking about what materials I can use and thinking a lot about the process. I do sometimes find it hard to think of different ideas first I tend to just think about what the final outcome could be and not think about the journey I would need to go through before making the piece. But the piece idea is always evolving when I've done more practical work or more research.
How can you now develop new ways to visualise your thinking in order to share it with the world?
This is something that I find very hard because sometimes my ideas or thoughts are crazy and it kind of becomes this long train of thinking that then leads to a final idea. I think the important thing to do is find common themes in your research. One thing that I did at the start of this lock down and was told I had to think of a new idea was going through my research. Going through my research and writing down all the common themes that appeared. I realised that a lot of artists looked at hands and facial expressions. The list was hard to write out as I had to think if it was practical to make during lock down. So that is why i started to take photos of hands and faces and then I started to tape the faces and photograph them.
This week I looked at "Typology of Dreads". I asked my neighbour if i could take pictures of his hair. It was carefully done. We were two meters apart and we both wore gloves and masks. He also studies art so it felt really normal and it was really quick. I also asked if i could photograph his face whilst showing emotions of anger and sadness. It was really powerful and I decided to use them to do quick sketches and batik paintings.
For my final outcome I do really want to use the photography I had produced as I believe that they were a lot more powerful that the paintings and drawings I done. But I was also thinking of using the hands and do prints which was inspired by Naoki Hayashi – gyotaku, who does printing directly from objects like fish. I like the idea of doing prints or taking pictures of the body that have words written on them. Or slogans like "what about us" which was something I was going to use in the first part of the project for park.
Monday 27th April
Writing up my Evaluation
Unit 4 Fine Art evaluation
Name: Fatimazohra Chelaulau
Pathway: Sculpture
Original PPP title: Conflicts of black cultural identity
I proposed to study the concepts of identity and culture, but specifically focus on historical and current economical,racial and social struggles people have gone through and still do. I wanted to create a concept that represents the power,beauty and alienation of the black society. I associated this with discrimination and lack of recognition, therefore I aimed to create a piece that would be dedicated to gardeners and maids at the Lauderdale House and Waterlow Park.
Having to adapt our day to day lives due to Covid-19 has been challenging. However, I have used this time to reflect and think of creative ways to experiment and generate work whilst self-isolating. It has gotten easier and it is nice that by creating work, it has distracted me from this pandemic.
At the start I found it extremely hard to manage as my intended proposal was so specific to the park and I had no useful materials or equipment at home. I adapted my way of thinking by convincing myself that this was a challenge for the end of this course. It allowed me to feel less stressed out and get on with new possibilities. I therefore employed photography as it allowed me to communicate my theme.
My new territories of interest emerged from recent news in China,Guangzhou who had confirmed 114 imported coronavirus cases, 16 of which were Africans. The rest were returning Chinese nationals.Which has led to Africans becoming targets of suspicion, distrust and racism in China.Some had been forcibly evicted from their homes and turned away by hotels.What is going on in the world right now is crazy,but it is even crazier how people are still finding time to divide cultures and races even through a pandemic.
I feel like I have learnt more about myself and gained a deeper understanding of what I stand for and what I don’t. I have learnt more about the world and how ugly it can be,but from it I have managed to create work that has also taught me how beautiful it is.
Wednesday 29th April
Writing up publication and video call with Fritha
My tutorial with Fritha was really good. It was nice to catch up and see how we both were doing. I felt like had done enough work for the project considering. I also asked her to read over my evaluation so I could gain a better understanding before it gets submitted. We spoke a lot about the meaning and the process I went through with the outcomes which was really good to talk about as I don't think I have wrote a lot about it. I definitely want to join the performance video call on Friday so it will gibe me a chance to show my work as well as say bye to everyone in my class. I feel quite upset that the course has ended like this but I hope we would all celebrate this year once everything is over. The discussion also helped me think of things I want to write in the Publication as I was finding it hard yesterday to start. And I also know what images I am using for the submission which was something I didn't think of before hand. I look forward to Friday and I hope I can bet more feedback from my classmates from the work I have produced.
Fine Art Publication submission
Fatimazohra Chelaulau
Sculpture
Conflicts of black cultural identity
I am interested in the injustice and discrimination towards the black community. I question why topics like racism and slavery are so silenced. Why would something as virtuous as the truth be a burden for some? Because when the truth is held up, it reflects the false securities that our society rests on: the capitalism, the racism, the sexism, the homo/transphobia, the anti-blackness. To escape these truths, silencing has very often been the answer.
Research Week Review
Research Week Review
Tuesday 11th Feb - Friday 21st Feb
This week has been so interesting as I really had to look back into previous work and think about what was a common theme I enjoyed to express through my work. I found that most of my work during Foundation and even A-Level was mostly about culture and race and through that create work that resembles the inequality of specific races and cultures. Especially during my Being Human project, I found that it made me want to create more work that was either dedicated to a specific group or was made to build discussions that I feel are so important to have and aim for my work to provoke those discussions. So this week I have spent a lot of time having conversations with family and friends about what would be a good theme to go with. I find my research to always start with a conversation I have had with my family and then use parts of the conversation to do research and create work from that. For my PPP, I knew from visiting Waterlow Park that I wanted it to be based on that but I wanted to make it like to my interests of culture and race. At the start of the week I spoke to my mum about treating people with respect no matter what and my mum said "I taught you to treat the cleaners the same way you treat the boss" and from that I instantly thought about the park presentation and how most of the information given was all about the owner and those who lived in the park. But we were told more about the moustaches and the wigs than the gardeners and the maids. I felt like the level of research wasn't given to those who actually looked after the park. For the park to still look as good as it does even after a war shows how many people spent time to look after the park and keep it looking as amazing as it does now. So I decided to research more into race as well as the history of the park and try to find out as much as possible about the gardeners and the maids that use to work at the park and house. Most of the research was about those who have dealt with inequality but I tried to use artists that look at social inequalities but i found myself always going back to racial inequality. I also spent a lot of time in the library finding books about race and inequality which were mostly books people have written based on person experience but it was great to hear these stories in order to gain a better understanding of the matter and learn more about racism as well. I found that I genuinely enjoy making things for those who are treated bad in our society as it makes me feel like I'm appreciating them whilst others don't care. I later in the week became overly obsessed with artist Willis Thomas. Willis Thomas's work is that it speaks powerfully about an issue that resonates far beyond the art world: the problematic state of race in America. Carrying forward a lineage of satirically engaged art that goes back to Goya's "caprichos," Hank uses his work to expose the unsettling ways that commercial interests use advertising to propagate myths—to borrow a term from the French cultural critic Roland Barthes—about race that uphold an unequal social order and, of course, sell products.
The many works included in All Things Being Equal demonstrate Thomas’s inventive exploration of photography, advertising, and modern art and their many sociocultural ramifications. The exhibition groups art works thematically to illuminate subjects that Thomas has treated with sensitive nuance throughout his career, including the human toll of gun violence, the impact of corporate branding and the commodification of individuals, and the ways advertising plays to myths and stereotypes of race. The exhibition also highlights Thomas’s investigation of archival images from many sources and how he has applied strategies of appropriating and re-framing texts, images, and materials to connect historical moments of resistance and protest to our lives today as a call to continue moving toward greater social justice.
I then realised for my PPP i do really want to make something dedicated to those who have dealt with inequality but specifically aim it to black people and the maids/ gardeners at the Waterlow park. I aim to create a work that would build discussion on things that aren't. I also do want people to connect to the piece, whatever it may be. I do really look forward to coming up with an idea and begin the journey of the process making.
Wednesday 26th February
Conflicts of black cultural identity
This text about culture and conflict made me want to look more into pieces that are dedicated that had to deal with conflicts of racial or economical abuse. My ideas for my park piece has changed so many times but I decided it wold be best to create a list of ideas that i may want to explore and a final piece and how the meaning links to the proposal. I do want my idea to link to both the black culture and the park so that I can make a piece that would be an appreciation for the gardeners and the maids but also be related to the lack of appreciation towards the black society. I also aim for it to be a monument piece that would show gratitude to a wider audience that have dealt with discrimination. Because their are so many forms of discrimination, it would be hard to do them all so i do want to focus on race and culture but allow it to link to the park.
Idea One:
Like i mentioned I do want it to an appreciation piece for the maids and the gardeners. So I want to make a statue like sculpture for both gardeners and maids. I may even make just the clothing without a face and then make a cement bottom platform for them to stand on top of. I do really want to make this in order to appreciate the maids and gardeners as much as the owner is as he has a statue of himself in the park. I aim to make it look as real as possible by using similar materials that are used for the owners statue. I know that making a full blown sculpture out of stone but I do want to make something that would be seen as a monument. I may use materials like plaster and concrete to create the piece.
Idea Two:
Another Idea is to have a memorial bench for all the maids and Gardner’s that had does working at the park. The placement needs to be somewhere where everyone can see the piece and where it will make sense that could link to those it is dedicated to. I may want to use bright colours so that the benches stand out and can draw an audiences like red or pink.
Idea Three:
For my third idea I want to use utensils that both the gardener and the maid use and cast my hand so that the sculpture would be the hands holding either a tray, broom or shovel. I do either want to paint it greenish so that it links to the sculpture that is already at the park of Lord Lauderdale. However I do like the idea of using colours that are either black, white and red.
Idea Four:
I do like the shovel idea but for the maid I may want to make a dress that would be made out of wire and cloth. I do like the idea of making them look like ghosts and using colours like black and white but creating a whole dress is so out of my comfort zone and I know that I would want it to look really good but probably wont be able to create a final product that I would like. I do also aim not to spend a lot of money on this project so I want to make something that requires little or no money.
Monday 2nd March
Park Proposal and Risk Assessment
Park Proposal: Site specific sculptural work in Waterlow Park
Description of the work: My work will two pieces. One will be a a 101.6 cm long shovel with two hands cast onto it as if the hands are digging. The second will be of a mop and bucket with hands cast on to the mop as if someone is mopping the floor. I will also have a plaque at the front of each piece saying "what about us?"
Description of location, mark on the map: I aim to have this piece placed on either side of the statue of Sir Sydney Waterlow. The piece will not touch the statue but will be on the side of the statue.
Materials you will use:
- shovel - 101.6cm
- mop - 136cm
- bucket
- white and black paint
- poles
- wooden plaque
- plaster (4 hands)
Methods you will use:
- purchase a shovel, mop and bucket.
- paint the shovel, mop and bucket (white and black) - Still have to think about how the colour could fit with my themes of black culture
- have 4 moulds of my hands as if they are mopping and digging
- paint the moulds
- attach the hands to the shovel and mop - need to ask plaster technicians about how that should be done
- use poles to make sure the pieces are secure and free standing
- make the plaques
- transport the pieces to Waterlow park
Risk Assessment: Site specific sculptural work in Waterlow Park
What further action is necessary?
Fall of objects - To ensue this does not happen I am going to attach poles to the bottom of the pieces so that it is stable and free standing and not able to fall especially if people touch it or the wind blows it down.
Outdoor work / extreme weather - If it does rain, I will need to ensure that the materials used wont get damages and that it is safe for dogs and children if they do get close to the pieces.
Thursday 5th March - Dance Performance
Wednesday 11th March
Progress Tutorial Reflection
Today I had my progress tutorial with Adrian which I felt overall was really helpful and great. The feedback was really supportive and I feel like I am on the right track for part three so far. Doing my own research and contextual reviews is something that has been very different compared to part 1 & 2. But I feel more confident about my outcome after looking at artists I have picked out myself as well as analysing and annotating parts of my research in order to gain a better understanding of my theme for this project. I also feel like I have more to talk about when it comes to topics I am really passionate about and could spend a lot of time writing and researching about. I feel like now it's the important time to start making and doing now that I have the research and all the information i need to peruse the rest of part three. Adrian did point out that my idea is simple and quite easy which I did realise before hand as I know it won't take me long to create. However, after our discussion I do feel like it would be great to actually make something instead of using found objects. I had an image of a gardener in my book who had a shovel, rake, pitchfork standing and leaning on one another and Adrian pointed out the idea of recreating that structure but in a larger scale to fit with the theme of creating a monument/ statue sculpture. We did also talk about how the scale and size changes the narrative of the objects and to notice that size and scale are very different. I do have to think about how I am going to make something of large scale (double scale) and also think about how it's going to stand up alone. I will need to have discussions with the technicians so that I can get a better understanding on how this will be made. I have thought about making the long handles out of wood which I think should be pretty easy and then making the bottoms out of metal but again, I will need to have discussions with the technicians so they can help better my understanding about what materials I should use and which will be strong enough to survive outdoors and hold up the wooden handle. I also need to think about how the structure is gonna hold up without having them dug into the ground. So I may need to think about also making a base or a platform for them to stand up on. I don't think I will be having the hands but if I have time at the end of making this project then I may come up with an idea where I can use hands as part of my piece. I just need to spend the next couple of days thinking about what I want the final outcome to look like and think about measurements and layout. I also need to spend time thinking about how it will stay up and hold and then on Monday show my ideas to the technicians and see what they have to say about the idea and think about the feed back they can give me on that.
Wednesday 18th March
Coronavirus
Due to the rapid acceleration of the coronavirus it has made significant changes to the course as well as the plans for part three of the course. It has effected the process of making the piece and the materials I aimed to use for the outcome as well as the fact that Park will no longer go ahead as planned. For me I felt very attached to the piece, emotionally, I felt like I needed to make the piece. I was even willing to go ahead and continue with my idea for the park because I had spent so much time doing research on the park and became too emotionally invested. I find it really hard coming up with ideas but now having to think of a new idea after planning out a previous outcome is going to be even harder. I also rely of conversations and things I see outside including galleries for inspiration. However, self isolating has meant that I have to think of an new idea in a new way from home due to this unforeseen situation. Although it will be hard, it would be nice to distract myself from this global epidemic and create something great.
To do list:
- develop sketchbook by including more drawings and notes.
- fully address all of the questions/issues within my reflective writing in Contextual Practice.
- upload 10 images showing developmental work for Part 3.
- upload examples of outcomes as and when they are completed to the 'Outcomes' folder
- upload a further 10 research sources.
- continue making and doing with the resources you have available.
- update your schedule and plan
Questions:
Now that you can no longer use the park, how are you adapting your project?
I aim to make something that isn't at all site specific. I want the new piece to be able to make sense anywhere and everywhere and be seen by any type of audience. Having planned my Park project, I made it so specific to the site. Even where it was going to be placed, the piece wouldn't make sense being placed anywhere else and it has limited me now that we can no longer do Park. Another thing I would have to adapt are the materials and the equipment needed for the piece. Being in a school that have all the materials, equipment and workshops to help create challenging works, I have now got to think about what I have at my home that I could make a piece from. These two changes of environments are the main challenges I have to adapt to. I may look into using found materials I have at home and try to be as creative as possible but it will be hard. I have found it easier to convince my self that this is all part of Part Three. That the project needs to be made from home and that the challenge is going to be a positive escape from this global pandemic. The change has made everyone adapt differently but I feel like as artist we must learn to adapt well to change. I hate change, however, I know I will learn more about myself as an artist and how I cope. I also realised that my Park idea was very specific to the actual park and not as specific towards my project proposal. Although it was about noticing those who haven't, it wasn't linked to black culture and conflicts so I want to adapt my ideas to link specifically to themes of racism and discrimination towards the black community. I have already thought about using photography and paintings as a starting point for my ideas as I will be able to do those from home and then think about the sculptural aspect. Or using the body to create a piece of work which I think will be really fun to do.
How are you managing your work situation and changing the way you work considering the recent events and closure of college?
I aim to try and do a different task a day. Above I have written a "To-Do list" so I have until next week to complete the tasks. I don't want to rush or stress about all of this because I still want to enjoy and be positive about the rest of the course. I aim to look at artists that specifically look towards conflicts towards black culture, police brutality and racism. I would want to research by reading different texts from books about racism and stories about peoples experiences with slavery and injustice. I do want to do research and development sketches before I make anything. Once I get ideas I want to plan out how it will be made and just start off from that. It is hard to work from home though. I associate my house as somewhere where you relax, eat and sleep so I must learn to be productive and try and get as much done as possible during this time of isolation.
Can you use any of the research you have done about the gardeners and maids for the Park work to develop new outcomes?
I could use the stories and research about the park to show a starting point for this new outcome and it can show how I have related the themes of labour to a specific site. I spent time trying to find out about those that weren't appreciated enough to be spoken about or be represented online ad I feel like I can use that to link to my new ideas about others who we don't know much about or discuss much about. I was thinking about incorporating the park idea and this new idea and make it link to slavery and the injustice of those that went through slavery. The shovel and mop could be a representation of those that were used for labour and were exploited. I don't want to use the mop but I feel like the shovel would make a great link with racism and discrimination. I want to use hands also. I want to have that element of identity and culture to be apart of the work and chains to resemble that "trapped" element to inequality. I aim to explore the idea towards existing racism and make something that will evoke conversation about the issues of inequality.
Saturday 28th March
Who is freedom of speech for?
So today I thought that I could look at other parts of the body, as well as the hands, that could tell a narrative of the project I chose to do. So i decided to look into freedom of speech as it links to the themes that I have been looking at and I decided I wanted to look at the mouth as another part of the body I could use as my final piece. I looked at a video that spoke about who freedom of speech is really allocated to. It was really interesting and I decided to use as part of my work where I taped my mum and neighbours mouth and photographed it.
Is free speech a way to promote unheard and under-represented voices and perspectives, or is it a tool wielded by extremists and supremacists?
So discussed a panel at the BFI Southbank on Thursday 6 September. Chaired by the director of Voice4Change Kunle Olulode, panellists included activist and filmmaker Toyin Agbetu, Buzzfeed News editor Elizabeth Pears, activist and charity director Ethel Tambudzai and filmmaker Dionne Walker.
The lively discussion covered topics ranging from the use of “the n-word”, what free speech means and drawing the line between free speech and abusive speech.
“I think free speech is such a complex issue,” Pears, the former news editor at The Voice, Britain’s only black newspaper, told the audience. “How do we balance free speech with someone’s human rights, someone’s rights to exist?”
Asked whether the repeated use of the “n-word” by musicians and artists can take the power away from it, Agbetu said: “It has a lot to do with commerce and little with desensitisation. Some commercial artists deploy it to make money. I’m not saying there’s not some conscious recognition [about its offensiveness], but they can’t take out the toxic element because it always has a toxic connotation.
“History is important, context is always important, but [as a British African] I’m always at the mercy ideologically and statistically of the ethnic majority,” he added. “If the ethnic majority says that the n-word is a cool word, [unlike myself, many] would continue to use it.”
On the topic of former foreign secretary Boris Johnson’s comments about Muslim women looking like ”letterboxes”, Pears said: “As a consequence…a kind of free pass has been given to the man on the street or woman on the street to repeat it in order to harm people. We’ve seen reports that islamophobic attacks went up. I don’t think you should use that platform to attack people.”
“This is what happens when you blur the line between what is taboo and what is sacred, what is free speech and what is abusive,” said Agbetu.
While everyone has access to free speech, Pears adds, not everyone has access to a platform. “Not all free speech comes at the same price, not all free speech has the same consequences,” she said.
Former vice president of Westminster University’s student union Ethel Tambudzai also spoke on hate speech and the idea of banning speakers in universities. “Regulations might be too heavy-handed, and depending on who’s making that regulation it becomes dangerous because who are we allowing to speak, or not to speak, and why?” she asked.
“Whatever happens in a university is also happening on the streets. We’re all silenced somehow. If you said everything you wanted to say all the time, I don’t think any of us have that privilege. Boris Johnson might more often, but I don’t think all of us do, and we have to think what does that look like and what does that mean.”
“The moment the government are controlling what academics are researching, studying, teaching and even allowed to think about in a classroom or how students express themselves, there are limits on where free speech becomes hate speech,” she added.
The visibility of minority communities was an issue for the panel. Walker, the director of the documentary film The Hard Stop, which focuses on the 2011 London riots, spoke about the importance of film in raising these voices in today’s society.
“[The film] covered such a controversial topic. It was a quite sensitive portrayal of stories of the black community. The idea of free speech comes in. It was quite important to tell a nuanced story. Oftentimes there’s a sense of being very black and white,” she said. “Argument becomes a kind of beaten over the head, you’re either for or against a particular motion. For Hard Stop we went for somewhere in the middle.”
The chair left the audience with a thought-provoking question: “Is free speech a way to promote unheard and underrepresented voices and perspectives, or is it a tool wielded by extremists and supremacists?”
6th April - 9th April
Weekly Review
This week I decided to use the photos I had taken of my mum and friends and print them out. I decided to manipulate the images by scrunching them up and folding them in small sections. I felt like this is a way of identifying themes of racism and injustice. Taking an image of someone who is black and then “destroying it” could be a way to show how some societies “destroy” black cultures because of their racist beliefs. I printed the images off and used nails, pins, paint, chalk and brown tape over the prints to manipulate the image even more than before. I loved the idea of double tapping the mouth. For example, have a printed image of someone’s mouth taped and then taping over the image that is printed. It would be interesting to photocopy the outcome and continue the on going process of taping the mouth over and over again.
This idea actually stemmed off of watching the news and seeing that in China they are banning black people from going into restaurants and shops as some believe that coronavirus started from the black community due to increase of African- American deaths in America. This was really upsetting to hear and I think it reminded me how important making art in order to make awareness on subjects and news like this. It definitely motivated me to think about ways of taking this further. What is going on in the world right now is crazy but it is even crazier how people are still finding time to divide cultures and races even through this pandemic.
Monday 20th April
Video Call with Adrian
"Zohra. You’ve adapted well to the disappointment of not being able to complete and install your Park work. Instead you have moved the intended outcomes towards what is achievable. This has led you more towards photography over made/sculptural works, which is understandable and sensible.
Broadly speaking there are three works:
• Close up portraits of your friends/family with their mouths taped over. Some of these are also drawn over.
• Portraits of the backs of people’s heads showing their hair. (I’m a little concerned about the social distancing implications with this work…be careful please).
• Hand portrait/collages.
Of the three the hands are the least well resolved. You can carry on adding to the other two as is necessary, but I would advise focusing on resolving what the purpose of these hands images is. You have included in the sketchbook images by artists, but I am not sure what your thinking is related to them. It would be good for you to consider what you want the hand images to convey. There’s an artist called John Coplans who took some extraordinary photographs of human bodies/hands which might interest you, and I mentioned the cave paintings made some 40,000 years ago. The photographic images are more successful than the drawn/painted works."
I found having feedback really helpful. I felt like I did jump from one part of the body the the other without really explaining. I used photography of hands as a way of expressing emotions. The first thing I did was go through my research and wrote down common themes. Hands kept coming up as well as faces. The hands were used in pieces that explained themes of police brutality and slavery. I then used that to take my own photos. But I kind of jumped from that to faces. The face photography was a lot more powerful and I really likes the way they turned out so I decided to take them further by doing photography manipulation. I thought by doing paintings of the hands it was a way of taking them further. Looking back it would have been really cool to do hand photography manipulations. Which I might actually do... but i definitely want to use a photography piece as my final outcome.